Fitting Through The Hole In The Wall

Obviously I was angry..and I wanted things to change and to find a new place to get away from the world and discover it all again really...Which is explained fairly well. Definately one of my favorites.

The hole in the wall
Has gotten bigger,
It seems greener on the other side,
I figure…

What do I see?

The silence clouds,
The darkness pounds,
Unknowing hounds,
And all I found,
Is nothing profound,
And you made,
Not a sound

Why wont you say,
What is real,
Why wont you say,
What you really feel

I feel closed in,
All I figure,
Is this world,
Should be bigger
Because…

The hole in the wall
Has gotten bigger,
It seems greener on the other side,
I figure…

Could it be?

Break down the wall,
Claw my way through,
Destruction behind me,
Is my vision askew?

A world beyond,
Destruction has brought me to,
Looking through the hole,
Can I fit through?

The hole in the wall
Has gotten bigger,
It seems greener on the other side,
I figure…

Is it really?

In that world,
I’m out on my own,
Alone and lost,
Everything unknown

I want to be new,
I want a new view,
I can’t stand this shit,
I just hope I fit,

Break me through,
I want through!,
I want through!!,
I want through!!!,

Claw punch,
Claw punch,
I want to feel,
The barrier shatter!
Don’t ask me,
“Whats the matter?”!

The hole in the wall
Has gotten bigger,
It seems greener on the other side,
I figure…

I don’t care!

I’m not going to quit,
I’m going to take action,
Tear this wall down now!,
No more distraction!

My world will change,
I’m done with this shit,
Contact me if you wish,
See if you can fit!!

Do I Feel The Rain?

This was slightly inspired by my friend Ariel who said I'm her rain without the clouds. I kind of built it off of that and eventually it took it's own meaning. To me this song means that even though life is bringing you down, you just have to get up and keep dancing because things will get better.

Do I feel the rain?
It’s cold I’m shivering,
Are puddles forming?
I’m standing here quivering.

There is nothing but darkness
And a cold veil surrounding,
Do the leaves drip?
Are the skies clouding?

In this dark world,
Feelings are blurred and numb,
Surrounded by darkness,
But I cannot succumb.

I cannot see a drop,
Pass in front of my eye,
Is it really rain?
Or does the sky cry?

I can’t see the rain,
But I dance all the same,
Because the clouds don’t remain.

I see nothing,
But clear skies overhead,
The rain still pours,
I can feel it on my head.

Moist frozen skin,
Drenched from head to toe,
I smile and dance,
As the wind does blow

I cannot see a drop,
Pass in front of my eye,
Is it really rain?
Or does the sky cry?

Not a cloud,
To dampen my spirit,
This rain breaks me free,
But I can only feel it.

Dancing in the darkness,
I throw my cares away,
Leaving life behind,
And living for today.

I cannot see a drop,
Pass in front of my eye,
Is it really rain?
Or does the sky cry?

Opening my eyes,
I find it is not the skies,
But really,
Tears from my eyes.

Looking up I smile,
With tears of pain,
But I still,
Dance all the same.
Because I know the clouds,
Will not always remain.